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heyy guys! what is upp? well its spring break, holler !! so friggen excited. today started very shitty to be completly honest starting at 530..am. got in a huge arguement with my parents and the whole yelling crying thing ya that was alllll there. great huh?! well i was supsoe to go to skating this morning but after all that i just didnt go. and since i was sooo mad/upset i took the bus to school and went to meghans house for some cheering up before school and of course she did a great job as usual. umm then i went ta school and foudn out my 0 period teacher wasnt coming in, greattt...not. so i walked aimlessly around bhs for a while. um the whole being in school thing wasnt that bad. afterschool had skating. then went out with tha girls and met up with MAD people. well at first we walked to first and noone too cool was ther we walked up to the pool hall to see keith and matt then left like 5 minutes later that was well completly pointless but whatever. so then we leave and call up one of my old time buddies and ask for a ride to hudon and of course he agreed to so we were realll lucky. when we got to hudson, MAD PEOPLE. like a good 35/40 but ofcourse cops messed everything up and kept kicking us out whereever we went, ugh such losers. then some of us split in diff directions but still there was alot of people and i met soooo many new people and they were reallyyyyy cool. <33 i love em. um then at like 1045 i started to leave cuz i had to be home at 11, gay. but still later then i usually have pathetically. buttt cant complain.so we got picked up again and got rides home from ppl and what not which was cool, no walking involved, score! yeah so day 1 of spring break was a total success. one thing for sure...tomorrow will be completely INSANE. i cannot waitttttttt. love yous. <3xo_♥
I LOVE SPRING BREAK TO THE MAX !!!!!!!!!
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[07 Mar 2006|10:20pm] |
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lol um about the last entry...scratch that. lol. um the situation changed i guess you could say. it like i dunno just kinda headed the other way somehow?? anyways today was...lol. about that but anyways um i went to shcool for cafe, math, and an elective. thats soooo pointless its pathetic. i dont know if im going to school tomorrow because my bio class is going on some trip and i dotn want to go so i might just stay home with paulina. we were originally supose to get like mad heads to cut with us and go to ny but ppl are losersssss lol. um yeah then after school i went to meghans and chilled with her and mia. then i had skating from 5-7 and my coach was like abusing me um then got hoem and went and got my hair done..i was scared cuz i jsut told the lady to suprise me with the color cause i couldnt decide and i think she just did the same thing as it was earlier. um yeah then i went to walgreens to get a notebook lol umm yeah thats all for today..
tomorrow-
me and toni have to go somewhere to just do a bunch of crap then we are meeting meghan and going to dunkin doughnuts for breakfest. um after that to megs house and then school if i go? um then i have the whole wednesday night to do whatever i want =] no skaitng or anything, yay.
<3xo_
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[06 Mar 2006|10:18pm] |
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yeah heyy guys. today was ugh i guess you could say pretty gay. school was real boring and whatnot. um i just found out some info that well sucked real bad. im really dissapointed actually cuz i never pictured it like that. ps- only a certain few will know what im talking about. and if i would of belived it and didnt someone didnt tell me what was really going on i would have done something i would have regreted for a reallyyyyy long time because it would have never left my side.anyways im going to not like make it obvious simply becuase i dont see how that would help. things are never what they seen of whathtey are said to be. so yeah i thank that person alot..x587458473687. this person didnt even know me that long and always listened to my bullshitty stories and did me so many favors and everything. lets leave it at they were the best.
=[ <3xo_
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heyy guys!!!
hm well before i tell all of yous about today ill tell you about yesterday...i cleaned alot. well my room because my mom said it was a mess even though it wasnt..at all so we...
-vacumed
-washed the florrs
-washed the walls..seriously lol.
-removed a desk
-rearanged all the furniture
-took down posters
-cleaned out the closet
-got rid of stuff i dont wear
-cleaned the windows
-got rid of all the little thumbtack holes but using that weird cementy stuff
-made me a king size bed...SCORE! ;D
-changed sheets and the covers stuff
-dusted
-and just about everything you could possible do.
well atleast my room is patheticly cleaner than it already was but my plans also got ruined for that night=[ oh well. um then after that i sat on the phone with paulina and meghan for about 2 hours till like 1 in the morning.
now for sunday:
um i woke up at like 9 got up um did nothing for about an hour then got ready to go to church. i got to church and my parents sat in the front and i sat in the back cuz i hate old ppl perfumes. well i sat there for like a whole 5 mintues if that and then decided i didnt want to stay so i left and walked around braodway for about 40 minutes lol i got 2 belt and like other stuff..im such a rebel lol. anywyas got back from church get my mom out with loads of crap then jumped in the shower and started getting ready to go out cuz i thought i was going to the movies. so i do the hair, get dressed, ect and find out im no longer going to the movies as planned =\ eh whatever i wasnt in the best of moods before i left the house but ofcourse my friends make eveyrthgin all better as always <3. so then i call up toni and meet up with her at quikcheck to get food. we got a pint of icecream each and chips for all of us. um then we walk to 44th to britt house and watch white chciks and blue crush. it was so much funnnnnn. making fun of everything in the movies along with critizing shit on us and ect lol. um we decided we are gonna go on a fruit diet...haha well see how long my ass can hold up to that and we are gonna start going to the forum even though i have a membership and jsut never go cuz i hate going alone. so yeah we decided we need it considering today we ate...
-a pint of icecream each
-a bag of chips each
-twix
-cheese doodles
-pretzels
-cookies
-these doughy things
-ect..lets jsut leave it at brittney has sooo much food in her house its reallllll bad.
um so then we start like joking around going nuts and what not lol. and we just had mucho fun. then we got picked up at like 930 and went home. oh and next weekend we are going nuts.....oh mannnnnn we are baddddddddddddddd x56874456841584156 lol. not really but you know. um then they are going to sleep at my house friday night and yeah have a friggen blast and a half. ugh soooo excited.
what else....oh the whole going to school late is the greatest idea ever. im loving it...haha mickeyds anywyas i wish we could alway go to school that late itd be great but the whole skating be4 school sucks. i still have to clear up what im goign to do between the gap and if im really going over someones house be4 we gotta go to school ummmmmmmm yeah so i think thats about it. tootles! <3xo_
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[03 Mar 2006|10:48pm] |
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heyy everyone! what is good! um today was pretty cool actually.
school:
latin-i studied for a history test which i was totally prepared to fauk.
hisotry- test, if it wasnt for meghan giving me her paper to copy answers id be failing.
english- did nothing
algebra- um not bad just kinda chilled.
cafe-.....amaming, i had a mexican feista for picnic friday and your jealous hxc.
art- um did nothing
bio- for the first time ever had kida fun? NO WAY! yes i just said that the teacher wasnt a total bitch like usualy. plus she was hoking aroudna nd soem kid told her she was smoking pot in 1968 which was real funny alogn with bunches of other stuff.
afterschool:
skating at 345..was soo much fun. me, laura, kaitlyn, and michele made up parts to our program. we are skating to heyy micky your so fine your so fine you blow my mind heyy mickey! and we are dressign up as cheerleaders. ugh i cant wait.
445 i had to teach a buch of kids and they were beign good so its okay.
then i called toni and she came over forawhie we met up with anthony pane, john walter, rob, mike conway, justin d, ian ect...and we hung out in some abandomed house or not built house or whatever it was. um me nad tonui got vored and cold so we went to mon lis and bought chicken cesarsalad wraps which were real good we met back up with everyone and chilled and they were all realllyyyyyyy trashed..i slipped on a patch of ice and it was really funny cause it jsut was lol. ummm yeah then we got real cold agains o me and toni went back to my house and chilled here and watched garden state well we ended up talking the whoel time and it was kinda boring fromw hat i remember of it. yeah im so happy i hang otu with toni again i efffign missed her soooo much <3
tomorrow:
teaching at the pavillion from 1120 to 130
then to bhs to teach from 230 to 330
then im redoign my room well kinda. im like changing the furnicure around and stuff like that and i dunno well see.
um then maybe go with toni to soem kids house depending on the time..
and sunday:
movies with keith, toni, and matt willson. they are (keitha nd matt along wth the other scouts) are getting back fromt heir camping trip in the middle of uhh winter. that nuts! its like 10 degrees out they are prob freezing in staten island wait unless they arent outside but dont you go camping in a tent??anyways yeah and then come home after mocies and do all my homework which will be a bitch....im so happy about the late opennings next week...SCORE!
<3xo_
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[01 Mar 2006|08:08pm] |
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okay so, i am hanging out at my house with acouple of friends...having a fukin blast! lol. um we watched your, mine, and ours...lol it was funny but it could of been better. um so now we are basicly being idiots. we were going to play twistr like the 4 year olds we are but then i think i threw it aay when i as like 8 cause i prob thought i was too cool for it lol. anyways so now we are sitting around my living room blasting music and watching some show? my mom's lamp got broken...ahh oh well.
hm so about the other parts of the day:
1.gym=pointless
2.latin=boring and wrote a thousand notes.
3.hisotry=GAYY
4.algebra=ehh
5.cafe=GAY
6.art=gay
7.biology=GAYYYYY
8.biology=GAYYYYY
overall school day was pretty um gay lol other than some parts of it and i had alot of stupid stuff on my mind and it just got in the way ugh..
um afterschool i went to paulinas house <3 =) and we hung out there for a little while ummm my mom picked me up and went home and did hw um then ppl came over and now im here with ppl =)
<3xo_
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okay tonight was great! well for the most of it. today was polish poetry night.and i had to read two polish poems. i never really looked over them cause i figured they can't be that hard. so i looked at the first one and i was fine and it was easy and everything. so i look at the second on and start spazing out beucase its in like old polish format with like the weird way they used to talk back then. so not only do i have no idea how to pronounce the words but no idea what the words mean. so theres like a couple of hours tp te show so i start to practice and i realize i cant say it for shit and i wont be able to. so it like time for me to go up and im so nervous im shaking and everything. ps im horrilbe wiht doing things in front of an audience. so i go up to read it. OMG. so i knwo i cant read it and i knoe these ppl never heard the poem befoer so i decide to cut a couple of paragraphs out of it hoping noone would notice lol. so im readng what i kept in and it so bad, so bad! im shaking and stuttering and losing my breath adn choking omg it was a mess. so i get off feeling like such an ass not that i really care cuz i had no interest to prove anything to anyone out there lol but then my sencond poem came up and i knew i could read it so....it came out good. i was happy cuz it ended decently and i wast as nervous. okay so now it after the poetry night and there is a party. and i heard it was going to be crazy and oh boy it was lol. anywyas so i walk to this kid jame's house for this party and mad ppl were there. and not to mention most of them were uhh drunk lol. so i talked to like the ppl i knew and stuff so it was real cool. it was mucho fun. oh! oh! and there was sooooooooo much good food at the peotry thing, oh my gosh. it was AMAZING. i dunno tonight was great.
now for what sucks..
tomorrow i have/had o.c. and i was going to had mad ppl over and have like a party or whatever. for the girls it was supose to be..paulina, meghan, claudia, ashley, toni, gabbie, brittney, pk, and i dunno like 5 more girls and then all the guys would coem i dont feel like typing out names. so now it sucks beucase almost all of them have shit to do so wtf.so now i cant really have o.c beucase im not going to have all guys over thats jsut gay. i wish all the ppls plans got like cancelled and everyone would jsut come to my house but no of course it's not.so i guess im just going to have like like only a select few ppl here or just go out with everyone. yeah it sucks but nuttini can really do...
WIsh me the best for tomorrow!!!
<3xo_muchlove
ps- mucho typing error, sorry. <3
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[20 Feb 2006|05:33pm] |
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First off let me emphasize how FUCKING BORED i am. everyone blows at the moment hardcore. i'm going to make a list of all the things i heard today which kept me home.
-new york city with dad
-homework
-work
-sick
-not going out because its a school night
-quality time with the family
-ppl not picking up the phone
-picking out the new car
-grounded
-babysitting
-snowboarding
-practice
-movie
-hooters
-sleeping
-just not asking to hang out
-dinner
-cleaing
-not having someones number
-fixing their fish tank..lol
-shopping
-baking
-family party
-ect. the list goes on and ive heard every one of these today. thats simple pathetic.
and heres what i did today
-fought other if there is school tomorrow, which was sooooo funny.
-cleaned my room
-went to sleep at 4:15 am
-woke up at 9 am
-ate
-write a story on how to kill someone and do it with impunity. (hw assignment)
-computer
-tv kinda
-phone
-tried to figure out what to do today but everyone was busy as you can tell
-computer
-ate
-ate more
-layed down
-phone
-and now im here doing NOTHING.
why is it the day i have nothing to do everyone decides to be all gay. cmon now i had no hw or skating or anything and im home? W-T-F. yeah alrighty im out.
<3xo_muchlove
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yo my dudesssss. what's going on????
alright i can't believe we got school in one day. seriously W-T-F. that blows hardcore and that's besides the fact that i got a ton of homework to do and a revenge story about beating the shit out of some person and killing them and gettign away with it...that's literally the asignment dead up. um and i gotta read the whole history chapter before my crazy ass hostory teacher will start spazing out on me. the women is crazy. she brings up sex in every single daily speech in some weird way like how a women's job was to please the guy back then or how there were stripers back then to help the guys get through tough times. yeah i wish i was kidding. i literally dont have one normal teacher this year. WHATEVER.
yeah other than doing homework today i did...
-actually i lied i did no homework today lol i only reorganized my binder.
-computer
-cleaned tha room
-ate...alot.
-mall
-bought all white adidas and diesels
-went to a resturant and then never ate there becuase the wait was maddddd long.
-went to pizza hut.
-ate the pizza in the car before i got home lol.
-talked on the phone with paulina <3
-texted....ALOT. actually i think i went over my plan by like a good 300 texts.
-downloaded some music
-and i am now sitting here.
anyways..if i do finsih all my homeowork today i will have nothing to do tomorrow including no skating. WHAT! WHAT!. yes thats right a nothing filled day. thats like amazing. so yeah i wonder what i will do. i will most likely go to paulinas house in the moring and chill there for awhile beucase that what i do ever day lol. i live at her house more than mine which is a good thing and besdies i hate sitting home, there nuttin to do and i live in the middle of east bumblefuck so its not like i can find something to do or have ppl over cause everyone is sooo far away. oh well.
yeah and tommys party was suposably a blast...im so mad i had to leave early..ERGH. my fault for getting grounded like always. and my bestfriends got TRASHED. well so i hear and accrding to them they can real bad hangovers adn everythgin so i could only imagine them lol. um yeah im done.
i love you guys!!!!!!!!
<3xo_
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HEYY GUYS!!!! whatcha doing?! i just got home a little ago and now im bored...as hell. ummmm about that today was fun. i woke up mad early because i needed to get my skates sharpened then i though i had to teach in staten island so i go out there and well it got cancelled so i went back home and got ready and then went to teach at bayonne high. one of my classes will make me shoot myself sriously most anoying girls i have ever met. um afterwards went to keith's house and chilled there for a while then at like 830/9 we got picked up by tommy and went to his house for his 18th bday. um lots of ppl were there..and we just semipartied. i didnt drunk or smoke or anything considering well i dont but the other people were a klil off to the drunk side but its all good. um so i had to be in earloer then usual cuz i was grounded from the week before which sucked and my brother picked me up from all the way ut. got home and ate madddd food. um yeah thats pretty much it. i'm quite happy about the whole day other than one thing could of not been there...lmao. anywyas i'm gonna make a new layout for this lj cuz i have nothing better to do.
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[18 Feb 2006|01:24am] |
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heyy you guys!!! whats going on?! yeah i've decided to start writing in this journal again and i havent since the 8th grade lol but whatever.
so heres what the day consisted of:
-getting up real late, score!
-tanning with meg and paulina for like the first times
-pizza, oh yesssss.
-foot locker and they didnt have my shoes beucase they are GAY.
-bank
-hospital
-home
-dinner-getting ready and going out agin
-bus to 53rd street
-meet up with toni, brit waz, ant rose, joe and jsutin
-chill in the house
-watch someone drunk of their mind
-53rd st dinner for some good
-back to the house
-act retarted not like thats anything new lol
-bus
-home
-quickcheck for madddddd junk food =)
-home
-computer
-and now sitting here
yeah my day was quite fun actually and you know you wish you were there beucase we are cool like that..DUHH. though i wouldnt of minded if certain people did come but they had stuff to do =\ oh well..they are LOSERS jk i love all of them.
oh my gosh i saw the funniest thing today. okay so we are eating at the dinner and our order coems with onion rings. so the food comes and whatever but toni's onion ring does not look like an onion ring. i swear it looked like a turf LMFAO. we took picutres of it and everything lol. and becuase we found it so fucking funny we were dying laughing and had everyone staring. we should have thrown it at the kids who were sittign across from us cuz they were staring hardcore and they came up to us too but we were not interested for many reasons lol.
i'm real excited for the rest of the weekend. tomorrow i might be going to the short hills mall with toni and britt, or kristine, or meghan. not sure yet. then its tommy's birithday party. HAPPY BRITHDAY!!!! um then sunday we might be going to abyss but not sure about that cuz of the ride there and depending who is going...and if i dont go to the club then ill just partyyyyyy with everyone, hopefully oc at my house so my house will be turned to abyss but so much better lol =).um then monday ill be stuck doing lots and lots or homework unless i do it somehwere in between the day. anyways this weekend will be the best.
theres one concern on my mind and if it happens i will be so sad...let's wish me luck on that one.
<3xo_muchlove
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